fishes in the ocean

When I went to town recently, there were a lot of school girls around since the New Year just ended. Now I am feeling the "back to school" blues like them. For some kiddies, it's a new school for them. New school, work and friends, just like me. But for me, I need to catch up on a new programming language so I can be up to date with the school work. Sounds damn hard lah. The least you learn in about half a month of practice. I hope I can jog my memory of Java. Zzz. Super stress. I'm scared of failing just when I got into this school. Stupid advancement. I feel like I am skipping out on some important work. Hope I can understand all this stuff, my brain damn dead since I stopped using it ages ago. LOL. SAVE ME!

I know there's the saying of "there are more fishes in the ocean". Seems like Singapore has a lot of girls, probably more than the guys now. Some are pretty, some are cute. But I just cannot forget about someone. She's very nice lah. I just wish I can talk normally to her. I dunno, I feel damn outcasted with this kind of hearing. Makes me wish I wasn't born this way. A lot.

Maybe I need to learn how to let go.