"men tell more lies than women"

Saw this phrase on one of the adverts on Facebook, a "composition" of a post came up into my mind. So here I am typing this. I think that phrase is true by quite a lot.

Everyone is a liar though. I am one, no denying about it. I bet I can even lie my way out of a hostile situation.

Doubt it. People can be wise against the lies. Just a matter of knowing if he/she is telling a lie. Anyway I only lie to get out of situations. Don't worry, most of the time I am speaking my mind, which is usually my honest/thoughtful answer. Although, it can come off as a stupid answer to you, which happens to me a lot.

-_-" I am shocked to know she reads 30 odd blogs, and keeps 3 blogs. At least she said some of those 30 odd blogs doesn't update often, and most are short posts you can finish in 1 minute with speed reading. Definitely this is one friend you'll keep forever since she cares a lot for her friends. Though I do wonder what will happen if she makes more friends and more friends, that would be hard to keep up with, right? As well as buying gifts for every friend if she can afford it. I'm sure it is nice to have that many friends; you'll be very well loved and very popular. At least I read her blog everyday. =X *hides*

Me? I think only about 3 or 4 ppl read this at the moment. Because I don't really like to make simple acquaintances. If I make a good friend, they must be a very nice person like someone. And I don't have a best friend. Just good friends. Sad right?

But then even I find it hard to upkeep my single blog. At least I am maintaining my blog right now, not like last time when I updated like every 4 days or a week. Right now, it's like 1 am and I am trying to type out this post. Must be nice to have a very big imagination and a creative mind like her. If I ever keep a "secret diary" blog, it'll be to my most trusted friends. But I don't have an interest in that at the moment nor anyone to share it with. What ever secrets I have, it is better to tell my friends. I dunno why, but I feel better letting out stuff like that. But the responses are NEVER what I expect them to be. Stupid delusional trait of mine.

Hmm, the clock is ticking and ticking. Time passes quite quickly when I am doing things somehow. By the time I finish this post, it'll be probably be 2AM already. Still thinking about things, and now the clock has passed 10 minutes. And another 10 min. Time REALLY flies! And I really need sleep soon. But this evil chair is gluing my butt to it.

Infatuation is an evil thing. Sigh. If you suck at the love game, you never get girls. I am learning this the hard way really. It can be pretty complicated, if you want to ensure your place in her heart. If you slip up, you've blown the chance pretty bad. Or the relationship wouldn't last. Quite a lot happened to me this year. Wonderful year really. Note to self: Write down all the stuff that happened in 2007. Umm, seriously there's a lot. I will need to find one day to compose the whole post, maybe it'll be a very good actual composition. Tons of events to write down. Interested? Please do tell me. I will find a day to compose it.

Hmm, at this rate I'm going to be single for another year.. So that makes it 3 years right now. I have this one option being considered. I could just shut off my heart and just talk to friends as normally about daily things, work etc. Don't even think of getting hitched to them. So that will become 4 years in 2008, 5 years in 2009 and counting. =)) I warn you, I can be that cold. Because I am sick of the whole "bad luck" thing. I was hoping I could break it. Everytime I come so close, I seem to run into the bad thing again.

Or I could just wait, after all I waited for someone a couple of years before.

They told me "Don't think about love/girls so much, let it come to you when you least expect it." Dunno true or what, but it did hit me a few times. I think with 3 girls so far. But none of them is my ex. Too bad. One is a girl I liked in my sec school days, probably one of the few I got to know well. Right now, I lost contact with her a few years ago over some stupid thing I said in a chat channel with her online there. The other one is someone who migrated to Perth over some problems in Singapore. I got to know her online, through the game I am playing. Yah, she's one of the rare gamer girls although the population is growing there. Well, I lost interest in her when she got hitched to some other guy. Sound damn evil, right? I don't think it is. Love is a spark. If something causes it to go out, then it definitely won't last. The last one is the current girl I like. =)) Well, I guess you can call it a "love on first sight" kind of thing. I saw her on her first day at my workplace, with her "rarely wear" spectacles. Something just clicked there, so I decided to get to know her. Found her on Friendster. The rest happened.

Damn, she went offline already. Doesn't seem to be coming back online. Sigh. I am very infatuated with her. Mainly for her personality and smile. And it feels so one sided. *bangs head on wall* Someone save me please~

OK I AM SO SORRY FOR BEING SO EMO AND SO NEGATIVE! Thanks for reading though. Good Night! (It's 2.17 am when I finished this.)

PS: Is this a very long read? :)